Insanity
Wicked pain
Crimson stain
Flesh and gore
Fists so sore
I am insane
I like the pain
Destructive hate
Have sealed my fate
You are gone
I am alone
I cannot flee
Consume me
Thinking of you
I can't take it,
Can't stand the pain.
Will I make it,
I'm going insane.
Surrounded by mist,
I've lost track.
Our love took a twist,
I want you back.
Lost in the Plain of Despair,
fumbeling back to reality.
If I only knew where,
maybe I could change my destiny.
Without you as my side,
I don't know where to go.
I just crouch down and hide,
I miss you so
The Dreamer
I think oif you and drift away
Never intent to reach a bay
I wish that this could be for real
I wish you know just how I feel
Everything is as it should
Never have I felt so good
Lying here in bed together
I wish this moment would last forever.
As I'm dreaming of you and me
I open my eyes and then I see
That it was all too good to be true
I sit alone and feel so blue
I wish theese thoughts could be for real
I want to tell you how I feel
But I'm to scared I do not dare.
It's a broken hearth I fear.
As wasted as Homer
Howcome feelings hurt
make you feel like dirt
make you cold and alone
when your beloved is gone
Why can't the good last
why is it over so fast
what did I do wrong
Howcome it didn't last for long
It ended in a blink of an eye
I didn't get to say goodbye
You just dissapeared one day
drifted far, far away.
What was the reason
Why did you leave
was it something i did
or something i said
I can't stand this
I'm going insane
Why did you go
I miss you so.
You my soulmate
was it fate
will our paths ever cross
or is our love forever lost
I cannot lie
if it's true i hope I die
My life is over
I'm as wasted
Current Residence: home :s Favourite genre of music: listen to anything Operating System: winxp MP3 player of choice: winamp Wallpaper of choice: changes as often as you change socks Favourite cartoon character: Sandman Personal Quote: oh crap...
Soooo.. I haven't made much sound lately..
But now I'm back! :D
I just returned from my trip to new york..
Damn it's cheap over there now! unbelievable.. almost 50% cheaper than home..
anywho, I did take shitloads of pictures, and some of them should be decent enough for deviantart.. so you may see a couple in the following days.
hmm.. I STRONGLY recommend new york! too anyone who hasn't been there! even those who have.
well.. I guess that's all..
Kepp an eye peeled , new pictures will come :D
Both sad and happy to say, I'm not in the army anymore.
I did take 3500 pictures though, some of them might make it to Deviantart in the near future =)
In the meantime I've uploaded a bunch of new pictures
Macro - with my new 150mm 2,8 lens
Portrait shots of Linn
Bird shots - with my 70-300mm
:)
Hi there! I am redesigning my website about firearms and your image "Recoil" fits perfectly to header of the design. Would you mind if I use it? I will write it is your photo of course.